Happy Birthday

So, its your birthday today. How do you feel?

Well, for starters, I'm really thankful for awesome friends, who care enough to sing me a song and wish me, and some even to the extent of surprising me in Midvalley. Really touched by these awesome people who have been such a blessing to my life. On this day, as they celebrate my birthday with me, I want to celebrate as well. Celebrate them, the awesome people that have made life all that more worth living.

I would also love to celebrate God, for His love in my life. For all He's done. For all the time He's given me so far. I love You Jesus, and may whatever days I have left celebrate Your extraordinary love for this world.

Today, on my brithday, I choose to ignore the pains and hurts that are trying to disrupt me. I choose life, and to celebrate it.

Happy Birthday You. God bless.

I'm fine....really...

Like duh...you're so obviously not.....and you see the stares telling you that too...the kind of "what is wrong with you today la? and don't tell me you're fine...I'm not falling for that..." stare. Yes, I'm not fine. How? What to do? Not as though there's a whole lot I can do bout it. Sometimes I really hate feeling like this. I just want to be able to sit there content and smiling, to laugh with people, and to just enjoy the fun and hype with friends...especially with hype ppl like the CFers...but its not always an option open to me. So many things on my mind right now. Sigh. What to do....If only I could forget everything I want to forget, and ignore everything I want to ignore.

I need You, more than words can say.