Praying Asking Begging Hoping

I recently read a blog of a friend of mine's...in her's was a powerful testimony that God does answer prayers....she prayed for a good job with the exact specifications she wanted...and God gave her EVERYTHING.....what an awesome God and an awesome blessing and prayer answered...

well here I am God...asking and following her example...and trying my best to have faith in You...You know I really want and need this exemption from Psychology....and although all current signs point to me not having it...I still pray that You in Your awesome ways will turn things around...Help me to be able to go through my 3rd and final semester in HMC without having to take psychology again...God....seriously don't want to do it...and I know that at times You give us what we don't want but what's best for us at the end....yet....I really really hope that You will hear my prayer...and have a favourable answer....Not my will Lord but Yours be done....if it's Your will that I have to do it..then pray, grant me patience strength and courage to go through it....and not complain....Amen

Degeneration

I have finally degenerated....been pulled back into the pits of darkness....I have done the unthinkable.....I have.......




Reactivated my account in Facebook


*Gasp!* *Stare* *Blanch* *What??!!*



oh stop that...I got forced to okay.....coz SOME people just cant be contacted without Facebook.....NOOOOOOO!!!!I will not be cowed...I will not be influenced....I shall withstand the might of Facebook....I shall be released of its icy cold grip in time.....*roars defiantly*....Facebook!!!!You have not seen the last of me!!!!!!!!

Untitled

I guess I don't really have a purpose for this post...just felt like updating....not even sure what to write...I shall write how I feel right now...I feel.....thankful...that God has given me what He has given me....most of all the salvation that I don't deserve....I feel....in awe...and yet troubled....maybe its cause I cannot really believe it...I think I do...and yet sometimes its quite conflicting..like what I'm feeling now....all I can do right now is read what the Bible says...and choose to believe it....I guess I'm just waiting for that undeniable still voice to tell me that yes....I can believe it...that yes....I am forgiven for the past...and yes....I still and will have a bright future with He who saved my soul....I know that some of my friends will be reading this...some of them won't get a word I'm saying...but well....I just feel like making it public that I love my God....I really do.....and I'm not ashamed of saying it out loud....scream,jump,twirl around,shout,laugh....coz God has saved the day.... :)

Awesome :)

Today has been awesome....was somehow really emo...no idea why...(actually I do...but u not gonna know bout it)....and yeah...God turned me around...man.....really really super duper awesome.....Love ya lots......Thanks You.... =)

And..thats all...

-Gone-

Why so heavy?

It's finally friday...the end of the week.....this entire week has been really really really tiring...really glad i finished my assignments on time...and also did the worship leading today...had a few slip ups...but I can finally rest...and hibernate...been having a real problem with lack of sleep......ah...why do I sound so emo when its the end of the week...why am I even sounding emo at all....

Hmm...no idea actually...today is actually quite a nice day...finally completed whatever I'm supposed to do...and finally managed to catch up with Jasmine and Amanda....great time with them today...hehe...we were the proud first customers of a new OldTown Kopitiam in Brickfields...hehe...weee......ah..happy times happy times....really missed them since we parted ways in school.....hehe.....

And yeah....can finally rest...so there's really no reason to be anything else but happy...but somehow still feel rather heavy...hehe....not gonna tell why on this blog tho....have NO intentions whatsoever on bumming on problems on a blog...ah....shall wait for a friend to come by so I can blurt it all out...hehe....Who who who.....