Thursday, April 29, 2010

God You are Awesome

Got my results today...I would have been happy with 3 passes but when I saw my results I was shocked...High Distinction for Tourism paper, Credit for Legal studies and Distinction for STATISTICS...the paper I thought I was going to fail....awesome.....God thanks for the results...really...could never have done it without You..and I didn't deserve Your grace and mercy...not in the least...so thanks once again...I'm amazed.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Anticipation

The heart beats faster,
The mind races ahead,
The body sweats it out,
When you're waiting for it to come,
All you can do is wait.

Anticipation tears at me,
Biting away my confidence,
I watch the clock,
Every tick, every tock,
Knowing daybreak will bring,
Joy or suffering.

Come what may,
Pleasure or dismay,
What tomorrow may bring,
Still I hope to sing,
For it will be the day that the Lord has made,
I will rejoice and be glad in it.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Weeeee!!!!

Finally got to hang out with Jas, Manda and Lynn again after so long!haha...Jas' hair grew...so long d...lol....lunch was quite ridiculous...the others had lunch that cost like 3.50 and 5.00 but mine was 20. Really shocker...ah well...such is the price of indian food nowadays...lol.....anyway...was super fun...talking and laughing all the way....and the Swift is really living up to its name...fast car....not used to it...prefer my Old Junk Myvi....cute green tortoise...best car ever!ah well...dead tired now....til next time then!

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Chapel

First time I really shared in chapel in my old secondary school today....was really nervous...and the nerves never really settled until I walked out the side door....haha...was scared spitless til the end of the sharing...didn't feel at all comfortable...proves I'm not pastor material...lol...anyway...was a nice experience...somehow looking at my teachers again my heart was really moved for them....as I remembered the sacrifice that each of them has made...and I decided to make it clear to the students about it at the end of the sharing...hope whatever I said was God-sent...and that it didn't fall on deaf ears....however slight a difference...it will suffice....hehe....

I want a mp3/mp4/i-pod nano...but apple products are just so overpriced....not value for money...hoping to get 1 free....any kind souls out there? :)

Monday, April 19, 2010

Is anybody happier because you passed his way?
Does anyone remember that you spoke to him today?
This day is almsot over, and its toiling its time through.
Is there anyone to utter now a friendly word for you?
Can you say tonight in passing with the days that slipped so fast,
That you helped a single person, of the many that you passed?
Is a single heart rejoicing over what you did or said?
Does anyone whose hopes were fading now with courage look ahead?
Did you waste the day, or lose it? Was it well or poorly spent?
Did you leave a trail of kindness or a scar of discontent?

-Taken from The One Year Alive Devotions for Students
Hoping that I can answer a "Yes" to these questions some day soon. And a trail of kindness too.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

It is Finished!!!!

I mean HMC....I'm done....Finals are over....weee!!!!Hoping I pass all so I can say goodbye to HMC forever...lol...weee!!!!!

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Been a disappointing week for me so far...Constantly failing over and over again...and finally felt as though I just dropped down and died....been really really hard....and frustrating....Somehow things always seem to happen the same way....after a long while of fighting in 1 moment it seems as though I just lose concentration and focus and it all comes tumbling down....

God, I picture You asking Peter if he loved You...three times You asked and three times he replied "Yes, You know I love You". You know I love You too Lord,help me through this.

Exams coming up as well....hope I can concentrate and get my lazy bones off...sigh