Take it all

You won't relent til You have it all?
Well I'd gladly give it to You,
Just a slight problem to be honest,
And I think You know it too,

You know my inner most parts,
You understand my situation,
You see me when I'm struggling hard,
Against my stronger emotion,

Take that part of me too,
I know I'm not ready for this,
Fill it up with Your love so true,
Until there's nothing left for me to miss,

God prepare me,
To be a sanctuary,
Pure and holy,
Tried and true,
With thanksgiving,
I'll be a living,
Sanctuary,
For You,

I commit it into Your hands,
Knowing I'll never understand Your perfect plans,
I know what I want may not come true,
That You might say "It's not the best for you",

And if I foolishly otherwise demand,
Lord help me at that time to understand,
That You only want what's best for me,
Because You know my destiny,

God I ask for Your relief,
Let this sorrow I'm experiencing be ever so brief,
Help me thank You everyday,
For the times I treasure that You've sent my way,
As I pray Lord heed my call,
Help me not to stumble and fall,
Take this burden Lord, Help me stand tall,
I surrender it Lord, Take it all.

Psalm 23-B.Psyc Year 1 edition

The Lord is my PAL tutor,
I shall not fail,
He helps me understand the concept of Chi,
And leads me through the rigors of 105,
He upholds me in Intro,
He guides me in my 106,
So for it I shall not be worried sick,
Even though I walk through the valley of insurmountable quizzes,
I will fear no Ms. Winnee,
For He is with me,
His knowledge and wisdom,
Takes me through 113,
He prepares my lab report with me,
In the presence of my teamates three,
He anoints my finals with A's,
Blesses my grades and CGPA,
Surely re-takes will not haunt me,
All the days of my life,
And I will dwell in His house of the sane forever.
(or at least til year 2 comes)

Feelings...

It has been a major thing these past two years...feelings....definitely not centered or cornered to romantic ones only....nonono...but feelings have been really really diverse since entering in college.....feeling like an unprepared leader in camp and CF activities, feeling like a lil bro to a few friends I have had the blessing to know...feeling like the kid in the committee....I guess I realised one thing...I am like a kid in that sense...I feel nice when I know I can look up to people around me for advice and guidance...and I dread the day when I will be the one up there in their position with people looking up to ME for guidance and direction...I'd very much prefer feeling and staying in this kiddo-role thank you very much....It's awesome to have people who aren't related to you treat you like their younger brother...I guess I can never have too many older siblings despite already having 2 biological ones...

Thank you God for giving me friends and older friends/siblings like Jeremy, James, Jenn Ming, Alvin, Shimron, Victoria, Joycie, Esmie, Karuna, Mel, Bea and so many others who have been such a blessing to my life....To you my older Kors and Jies...to You my Lord.

Another Year!

Happy 19th Birthday Lynette! hope you had a fun 1 though the "surprise" wasn't really surprising..oh well...anyway...yeah...this post is for you....(you should feel honoured)....thanks for being a great friend especially in college!God bless you in all you do yeah!

Sorry...very short post only...hahahaha!